haha.. random pics along the way in my days of turning ENGLISH~~











i cant tell you how much i am enjoying it here
and i wish you were here to go through this experience with me too, but even with the distance apart i hope these would be sufficient
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i know pics says a thousand words but i just HAVE to add bits into my post too
so the days are passing very quickly and july is going to be over soon...
the rent for the holiday home here is ending and we have found another place to move to
some of you guys should know where it is as i mass sent emails everywhere
its just a TINY 2 room flat on the ground floor with a small garden at the back thats not even half of my old house in Chestervale
but i knew it wasnt easy from the start
so i accepted it with an open mind
im not even worried about the weeks that we have to live in it on sleeping bags and empty rooms waiting for our boxes to come in mid August

i guess migrating gives you this strengh to hold on and strive forward without looking back
plus the thought that we dont have a chance to turn back
its an adventure i always tell myself
life's like this...

i just heard the song "superman" by five for fighting
even heros have to right to bleed
you guys got to be strong too!!!
i hope you know who you are...
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theres no point in pulling too many burdens and worries into your school bags and pockets when everything is in the hands of destiny and fate
im doing that
the only thing im doing is working hard on everything that i have in my hands now
i know its hard sometimes and im trying as hard as i can just to keep my head clear and above the raging waves around me
and i know how the end is going to be lke as well
and that gives me courage to continue
the wonderful feeling that everythings going to be ok after all this
im all prepared and geared up to go all the way for a brighter future






do i look like i am geared up here?
















thats the opposite shore of Gosport ferry terminal
which is... PORTSMOUTH!
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i swear they pronouce it soooo differently here...
***pPorts-mmoth***

something like that













i loveeee the clouds...
dont you?
they make amazing miracles in the sky...
all that fluffy edible cotton candy
forming into shapes of wonderful shapes that you can only see with a pinch of imagination
...




Gosport Ferry... see that sign at the top of the entrance?














pretty floating white boats at the getty~~











im missing SINGAPORE, haha, what a joke
now i get what they say about enjoyin flowers along the road


im sorry i plucked you out from the ground but i hope you will thank me when you see your offsprings growing up from fertile soil all over the world when you look down from your high perch..

this "cotton ball" of seeds were fun...
a soft breath on their feathered wings would make them fly from america to dubai





that single seed was sooo RELUCTANT to get out and spread its wings and explore all the amazing things outside its cosy world that i had to use my fingers and pluck it out...








reminds me of myself somehow
i need that push to grow up
smell the flowers and venture out of my comfortable nest...

pretty flowers at the side of the road...

one thing i've learnt since i came here...

enjoy the things around you... even if its just a tiny seed or beetle or stone, its worth that few seconds of your time to feel the world around you and be one with it...

and im thinking of what i should grow in the garden...

berry plants? pretty flowers? herbs?

i've another month before i have to worry about school...

cheers mate