thanks guys!
haha.
after all the things you guys wrote on the tagB and emails to me
i think i finally got it
i cant let things pull me down
its my life and i live it the way i want it
come what may but i will strive on
who cares if i live under a cardboard box or in a multi million dollar paplace over there?
i will still be myself, forever smiling and staying strong
coz i know theres so many friends out there that will stand behind me a give me a hand when i need it
((:
eventhough its love that blinds you, its faith that brings light into your heart
being a student is my job and no one else's
and i will make those years worth while
you guys have already made it as worth while as it ever can be for the past 10 years of my primary and secondary days
not forgetting the few months i had in PJ
and this time its my turn
staying behind closed doors and drawn curtains while freaking myself out about what is going to happen over there
i would instead look forward to the new challenges ahead
((:
wont that be better?
who gets this kind of opportunity in their lives??
i will stop saying that the grass is greener on someone else pasture and smell the new and fresh air on my own land

i will grow up from my naive-childish thinkings
and prepare for the future!
haha!

you guys out there in JCs or Polys have to try and breathe the fresh air too
stop complaining a telling yourself that its tyring and suffocating
enjoy it instead!
And life will return you with so much more than dark and gloomy days

im sorry for not adding anyphotos.
trying very hard to find a way...
hehe.
bear with all the words ok?
give me just a few more days...

and my friendster died on me
so im kinda losing contact!!!
but i will be using MSN web
so talk to me online! ((: