hey you creeps out there. ((:
hahas.
im telling you im dying here.
its freaking boring
plus everyones asking me the exact same questions!
"you are leaving for England?" "When exactly?" "What school are you attending?" "Oh thats so cool!" "Where are you staying?"
omg.
its FRUSTRATING
and then after that
they will tell me to study hard because my parents worked really hard for me to get there
lol
YOU THINKＩDUN KNOW THAT?
WTH
its irritating
seriously
going there takes such a big leap of faith
what if something bad happens?
like my dad not getting any job?
my school having nothing but bitches and stupid jocks?
being discriminated?
not getting the things delivered to our house in time?
haiz
its HORRIFIYING
there are so much "what if's"
plus the price of pounds is increasing suddenly
and there's like a food crisis in UK
so you had it right cliff.. im going to live on potatoes for eternity
lol
rmb what you said sam?
that i should not think about the bad stuff and things would go well for me?
i really cant do it anymore
its so tiring trying to push all those crazy stuff to the corner of my mind
only to live in its shadow everyday
its making me depressed
how i wish i was there already
facing all the troubles ahead head on
and not waiting for them to come and get me
>_< class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">im leaving for a better life?
i dont really think so in the matter of daily necessities
its the amount of money we are left with in our bank accounts that im worried for
IM NOT RICH
so not
haiz
oh well
complaining doesnt make a diff
hahas
so like you said adeline loo, i gotta find a job
whether in startbucks or some crazy dog walker or babysitter
i have i earn my own keep
i cant live off my parents and relatives anymore...
((:
plus i have to get a new bag that has a zip
UK is soooo dangerous
have you heard that a guy that is going to star in the new harry potter movie got stabbed in a club?
omg
freak out
freak out
freak out
freak out
hahas.
thanks ade loo again for that whistle.
i bet i will come in useful(though i dun hope that i would need it)
haha
and cliff if you are reading this i need to tell you to wait a little for your MUJI stuffs and is you fren still selling the trench coats on your online shop? i really want it XD
THANKS

signing off soon
tmr's my mom's bday
gotta idd call her at 12
hahas

something smells sooo good. RANDOM! ^-^

i just found out my blog skin suits my mood
BRING ON THE RAIN AND THUNDER
but i wont fail even if it costs me everything

(: